My guilt...

It’s guilt that I was experience right now!
I know I am stubborn but I never like how stubborn I can get, yet I can’t help myself being this stubborn.
I always know, realize, that I am stubborn and childish.
I never change that over the years or to be more exact, I can’t change that.
Maybe it’s my nature being stubborn.
I didn’t held grunge, but once I get mad, it last longer than it should be!
I hate my stubbornness!
I hate myself!
And I’m sorry…
I didn’t mean to make you worry.
I was not at ease to know I was against you, but my stubbornness didn’t let me step down that easy…
I know I’m guilty.
This guilt is eating me inside that it hurt so much right now…