My guilt...

It’s guilt that I was experience right now!
I know I am stubborn but I never like how stubborn I can get, yet I can’t help myself being this stubborn.
I always know, realize, that I am stubborn and childish.
I never change that over the years or to be more exact, I can’t change that.
Maybe it’s my nature being stubborn.
I didn’t held grunge, but once I get mad, it last longer than it should be!
I hate my stubbornness!
I hate myself!
And I’m sorry…
I didn’t mean to make you worry.
I was not at ease to know I was against you, but my stubbornness didn’t let me step down that easy…
I know I’m guilty.
This guilt is eating me inside that it hurt so much right now…

mnemonikos~~

for the memory...
that's what its mean behind mnemonikos...
as life goes on many thing happens.
some thing happens without we even realize how precious it is until it become a distance memory.
a memory that we leave behind without being appreciate!

well, hye there!
dis is my first time having a blog.
actually, i always want to have a blog, but never really start it, but as i got older(it's hard to admit dis!)i begin to think about many thing.
this is for every word that left unspoken.
this is for every emotion that left unwritten.
this is for the memory that i always cherish...